::Stay::

 

So, this is what it means to be busy. @u@ I've been meaning to update you bloggie but laziness and genuinely being occupied takes my time away. .w. I'm only here since someone - yesBubbImeantyou- keeps checking~ Now: major recap. :D Well, in February, the only thing worth remembering is my mother's birthday. ♥ My bro and I took her out to a German bar-cum-restaurant and bought her dinner. She cried when we surprised her with flowers. C':

It seems birthdays are all I remember. March was Loshini's birthday~ Hell, was that fun. xD We unsuspectingly dragged her to Bubba Gump and died of laughter when it was Cake Time. Not only did the staff sing a 'Booty Shake' song, she was dragged onto a chair and gave the lousiest speech ever. I still love you though, Lohsehneh~ ♥ Plus, that was my first ice cream cake. It was awesome but I've not been missing out on much. ヽ(ー_ー )ノ

This month was a whirlwind of nonsensical nonsense. First, the neat little box called 'Future Plans' died in a Mythbuster-esque explosion. Now I'm lost, mildly confused and still not panicking. I fear the day I finally do. Also, I semi-failed my driving test. Nerves got the best of me and I botched the part I'm supposed to kick ass at. .w. At least I passed the second part. ^-^ Throw in a two-day-promoter-job and dozens of outings equals to my current life. xD 

I can feel it though. My days of nothing are dwindling and my rotting brain needs to function once more soon. Days with friends will be far and in between, if at all, and I'll officially have to grow up. It's an annoyingly terrifying notion. （−＿−；）But I'll cross that bridge when the ground behind me has finally burned up in flames. For now, viva le laziness. \OwO/

something about the way you move,

makes me feel like I can't live without you. ♥

::Troublemaker::

I better do this before I get too lazy then forget all about it eventually. >.> Recap time~ So, we had a post-celebration of my beloved Udang~ :D We took her for lunch to a toilet bowl restaurant, as weird as that is. xD A pity I missed the awesome English tea dessert feast. T^T Not that I regret choosing my uncle over dessert but damn, the pictures are so mouth watering. Someday. Someday I will eat it too. >:D I never realized I was so liked by people I rarely hang out with~ It was a wonderful feeling. C:

After that, I finally had a date out with Bubb. :3 We talked for hours and hours and literally spending the whole day wandering aimlessly~ It felt awesome to just rant and talk to her. Somehow it would seem like its been forever since our last date. :O It is depressing though. That was probably the last chance we'd get to be alone. At least I bought the pretty indigo blue dress. :D Life seems to have fast forwarded. Youneedtotakeabloodyvacation. -.-

Anyway, if it all goes as planned, tomorrow shall be the six hour long lecture about cars and the many ways how not to kill pedestrians. Brilliant. .w.

my mind keeps saying run as fast as you can~

::Gold::

 

As promised, a post. YAY. :3 Eh, well, life as a bum is pretty boring so I'm afraid this will be short. According to me Mom, apparently today is a milestone in my life. o.o I have officially signed up for driving. Ugh. Not completely looking forward to it yet not totally hating the idea either. I feel like an utter paradox right now. v.v Regardless, the deed is done and now I await to smash a tiny red car into cones. >:D

Time to scrape at the bottom of the barrel to not end it there. xD Ah yes, I recently saw the remake of Footloose. o3o It has the same effect as the Step Up series on me~ I instantly wanted to learn to dance. :3 Well, I am currently working on the line dance part. Admittedly, if I tried hard enough, I could totally nail it. Such a pity I'm a lazy ass. x3 Now I bid thee adieu~ Beauty sleep is needed to celebrate Udang's birthday tomorrow. :D

cause what you got is gold~ ♥

::Lego House::

Alright, it's high time I get my act together and post something. -.- The end of last year was super hectic. @@ I'll try to recap it all~ Though my memory is still awful. xD Anyway, first off, the last exams of my high school life. It dragged on painfully. I doubt I did well, but that's a story for another day. v.v After that, I was free. Well, kinda. December was fully packed though. >w<

First off, my uncle's wedding. It was an alright affair, I suppose. Not to my taste though. Too grand, too flashy and just outright snobby. Being surrounded by a sea of stangers didn't help either. >.> Especially when the language of their choice is my worst. QAQ Still, I got to bond with a cousin of mine~ She's just so awesome~ *A*

After that, prom. Ugh. Prom. =~= The place was somewhat shoddy. Chairs filled with people I never spoke to. Music blasting at painful volumes. Sadly scarce decoration. But, as always, I still had fun. =P My table was filled with my awesomest friends. I danced like a retard on the dance floor. Plus, my wingman saved me a dance~ ^-^ It was a fairly great night, all in all. =3

Then, to wrap it all up, Comic Fiesta! I was totally looking forward to that~ A pity armies of people turned up though. TT~TT Being squished in crowds and loli heels kinda killed the awesomeness a little. :x But~ It was fun to prance around the mall in blue hair~ *A* Plus, Mickey was there with me. Counting in the wicked awesome stuff I bought, it was definitely not a wasted weekend. =]

So now, I waste away at home like a jobless bum. xD Admittedly, college creeps closer with a chainsaw every day. >w> The real world beckons and I feel like flinging pancakes in its face. :3 Oh well~ There's still time so I'll fret about it later. For now, time for Merlin~ Au revoir bloggie~ I'll update when I can~

and I'll surrender up my heart,
and swap it for yours~ ♥

::I'm Awful::

HOLYGLITTERLOVINGFUDGE. O_O

 So, I was just browsing through Tumblr whichishighlyaddictive last night. Then I saw something about blogs. Then I remembered I actually have a blog. Then I couldn't remember my last post. Then I couldn't remember how bloggie looked like. Then my face went O_O when I saw the date of my last post. So. Yeah. I'm an awful person. I totally ditched you. TT^TT Smite me oh mighty smiter for this act of utter treason. I deserve nothing less. Especially when all I'm gonna post is just this. ;; A ;; My words fail me as always and I have nothing to say. I'll just go crawl back into my dark emo corner and feel complete guilt at my woeful abandonment towards thee. T_T

ASDFGHJKL I'M NOT HUMANE. o(╥﹏╥)o

::Jet Lag::

For once, I didn't blog during exams. .__. That alone should tell you just how awful it was. In case you didn't get it though, yesh, it was god awful. T-T But whatever. Its over and done with so Imma just delete it off my memory. XD Well, until I have to get my results back. That's not gonna be a good day. >.> Anywho~ Time to update chu on some stuff. :D

Me and Mickey had gone out on a shopping spree yesterday. x3 Of course, shopping is and always will be a pain. Yesterday though was pure bliss. :] We had gone to this funky store called i-Socks. I was overwhelmed when we went into the v-kei outlet. So. Much. Aweshum. Stuff. @@ Course, we went bonkers yet within budget. x] She got her kickass "kakoi kareshii" outfit and I got my cute loli-ish "kawaii kanojo" outfit. Gosh, I cant wait to make people gawk at us in the LRT on Saturday. <3 Plus, hawt butlers galore! Time to swoon and drool for hours. XD

Besides that, I saw every movie I wanted to watch before the first week of holidays even ended. :D Avengers was probably the awesomest movie evah. ♥ MIB 3 was so and so yet it was pleasant. Dark Shadows was a little eccentric and often not to my liking. But of course, Johnny Depp made everything amazing. :] I can honestly say that there isn't another actor as brilliant as him to me. ^-^ Plus, I got tons of books from the book fair~ I havent started on any of them yet. >> Maybe its better that way. I probably need a distraction from my results later. xD

Alrighty my dear bloggie, I'm off to get my loli makeup down. Its such a pain. @~@ I really wonder how girls can use this junk. And yesh, I may be a girl but that doesn't mean I understand them. =P Teehee, toodles for now my dear~

i've been keeping busy all the time,
just to try to keep you off my mind~ ♥

::Your Guardian Angel::

Forgive me my dear bloggie for I left you again. ;A; Yet you never lost faith~ I'm so touched. At least someone trusts me. xD Whether it's a wise choice or not, I leave it up to you. ^^ Anyway~ I'm here purely because: a) I'm sick, b) I seek a dastardly reason to procrastinate and c) I ignored my meds and stayed up this long. Nothing unusual really. x3 So here's a super short insight on the last month since I'm too lazeh to type~ YAY. :D

Bubb's and Princess' birthday poofed by and I'm a moldie pancake for not getting them anything. Damn I'm so mean. And not in the cool badass aweshum way. .__. Well, my conscience will do me in later~ As always. x3 Then I got my exam results back. True to my word, I went on a total Tom Felton spree. :] I kept telling myself not to use British words when I spoke at school. xD I somehow managed it. ♥ Everything after that is unmet deadlines, neverending homework, tons of overthinking, repeated lectures and the same old painful humdrum. BLEK. I so need to get away. -.-

I think it's miserable that life has turned routine on me. I absolutely wont complain about a lack of time. Time is always there. I just spend time doing gibberish. xD Tis' a skill that many dont have~ Bless their blessed souls. >w< Meh, at least Living Things kept me high for a good week. :] LINKIN PARK ISH THA BEST. ♥ Besides that is the annoying ups and downs I shall not tell. Blackmail is dangerous. I should know. I use it often enough. ^-^ God I need sugar. I feel so...lacking. =~= But whatever~ I've run out of words and shall now stare at the ceiling. :3 Fairfarren dear bloggie~

P.S. I thought I'd put a Bucket List wish instead of a lyric or quote since no one reads my junk anyway. x3 YAY ANONYMITY. ♥

P.P.S. GAWSH MIKETUSKAMI YOU ISH SO FANGIRL MATERIAL. OAO

#1 Dance the Futterwacken without stumbling. ♥

::Everybody Talks::

Yesh, I've finally pulled out of my holiday mode to blog. :D One week seems so little now that it's almost halfway gone. I wish I had the whole month off. >w< Then again, I'd probably just ask for a whole year off. xD Or a time machine to skip to the past and just stay there. I wonder if that makes me a coward though. >.> Oh well, I know I'm no fearless Hercules to begin with anyway. Raoul is proof of that. x] By the way, this is gonna be a super short vent post since I'm in a weird mood. =I

I wish you would ask what's wrong. I wish you would think something's off about me. I wish you would check on me. I wish you wouldn't make me think of something I forced myself to forget. I wish you wouldn't make me doubt myself. I wish you wouldn't care. I wish I would stop asking so much of you. I wish I could just be content. I wish it wouldn't hurt so much. I wish I would stop wishing since wishing won't get you what you want or even need.

for once, I hate being on a rollercoaster.

The magic I believed in is slowly fading away.

::Up All Night::

Rawr, I'm alive. ;A; I loath exam week with a deep passion. -.- My lazehness and procrastination really shine during this time. Plus, I've lost so many brain cells. T^T Officially gonna ban studies. >.< Plus, it's kinda worrisome since this is only the first day. Oh Gawd. OAO Meh, at least there's one school-free week~ I gets to sleep again. =D Now that I think about it, Bubb is probably right. I'm so gonna die young. At least I'm still wrinkle-free then~ XD

Anywho~ Physics was a serious killer today. T^T I wonder how Fwuffy can like this so much. -.- But, Chem was my saving grace~ Plus, the stash of cookies at home was just the pick up I needed. ♥ I might jinx myself by saying this, but I think it'll be alright. =] Even if it don't, I'll just go on a Tom Felton spree~ He makes my day. :) Damn that adorable British accent of his. x3

By the way, I'm cringing internally, but I think I'm starting to like like One Direction. >w< ARGHdamnyouPrincess. == Actually, I should blame the adorable accents, swoon worthy smiles and cliche girl-ish songs that I oddly like which is sau weird. >.> Well, to be perfectly clear, I have the hots for Niall and am completely proud of it. xP Then again, I'm always proud of all my addictions. ^^

KEEP CALM AND LOVE NIALL xD

I wanna stay up all night and find a girl and tell her she's the one~ ♥

::Rumor Has It::

Rawr, I hate Monday mornings. == Especially when all my awesome dreams seem to happen on this day. T^T Times when I pity the alarm clock I hate. It gets hated when it does wakes me up. It gets hated when it doesn't wake me up. XD I'm certain it's probably talking to some toaster shrink about it's messed up life~ Oh butterscotch, I think I'm high. -.- And what kinda curse is that? xP

Anywho, I'm feeling a little bummed thanks to the dreams. >w< The first dream was about me actually waking up, convincing my Dad to let me skip and went about doing awesomely awesome stuff for a day. ._. I knew it was too good to be true. No way in hell would my Dad be conned that fast. xD The second one was, well, weird to the point where I won't explain. @@ But that's probably cause I can't remember it anymore~ I wish I did. x]

Moving on, I finally have a free weekend. =D Yeah babeh~ I nearly busted out my victory dance when tuition got cancelled. x3 Course, I don't think it'll mean much anyway. Homework is still a pile of junk the size of Mt. Everest. -o- My constant procrastination ain't helping either~ ^^ Then again, when have I ever cared? A little bit of trouble is always welcomed~ ♥ Sadly, the teachers are stricter now than before. >.> Challenge Accepted. =3

OhcrapIhaven'tfinishedmyhomeworkyetsoLATER. TT^TT

sure, she's got it all~

but, baby, is that really what you want?~ ♥

::What Makes You Beautiful::

I officially think I've lost the urge to write these days. ._. Maybe I'm just going through a prolonged writer's block? Or maybe I'm becoming a boring person that hates dinosaurs and thinks fudge is terribly drab? >w> No way. xD Dinosaurs kick ass and my munchies addiction will never fade~ ♥ Whether that's good or not, I'll tell you later. x] I should fret over meaningless junk like this. Life will be way easier. =P [OkayyeahI'mjustcrappingtopostsomething~]

Anyway, time for a healthy dose of ramblings~ Yay? =D I'm starting to feel the normal routine is getting a little boring. Never did I think I'd get bored this fast. This was supposed to be the exception. >.> Perhaps this is just a fleeting moment. Perhaps I'm just whinging in the middle of the night. xD I'm thinking too much. Or too little. Argh, I wanna worry about my dwindling attention to Chazzy. Not this ridiculous notion. -o- I'm making a vow. I shall not, will not and never will think about this. Unless Bubb brings it up and I feel like talking instead of distracting. ^^

Moving on, I'm proud/aghast to inform you that: I. Officially. Have. Make. Up. =O Yesh, I bought some a while back. Yesh, it burnt a hole in my pocket. Yesh, my brother stared at me like I'm an alien. Yesh, even I thought I was an alien too. Yesh, feel free to gag. XD Well, I only got it since I promised myself I would someday. *high fives seven year old me* Time to experiment like crazeh. >=D Regardless, I still stick to my opinion of pretteh girls being natural and make up free~ ♥

Alrighty, I'm off to attempt sleep and find a new Photoshop project if sleep fails. x] God damn it, I really need to get a life outside my lappy or re-discover my undying urge to read books again. >w< With my laziness and two missing leprechauns to lend me awesome books, both possibilities look pretty bleak. .__. Oh well, more time to bum around and sleep in. =D

I love being a hypocrite.
I hate being a hypocrite.
I love Chester Bennington. ^-^

if only you saw what I can see,
you'll understand why I want you so desperately~ ♥

::Endlessly::

Dear Lord, it's been over a month since my last post. But now, the I Had Time excuse is dead. Like seriously dead. =~= Everyday is filled with either tuition, studying with Losh on weekends, irritating Danny, unfinished school homework and Fwuffay time. I seriously don't know how I'm gonna manage later. Rather, I don't even wanna think about it. TwT If I'm completely honest, I want a teensy break. Nothing big. Just two days to sleep like I need to. Regardless, with all said and done, I don't regret a thing. I need all this knowing how utterly lazy I really am. xD

Anywho, that's how life has been. Basically an endless juggle where I still manage to procrastinate in the middle. Dayum, I'm awesome. x] All these things keep me away from thinking. That, is totally wicked to me. I hate thinking. Whenever I ponder about things during insomniac nights, insecurities kick in and I wind up doubting everything I believed. I mean everything. Confidence isn't the issue though. I guess I'm just nervous or something. A bunch of jittery nerves maybe? Deep hidden worries I never knew existed? Bah, I don't know~ I am avoiding it after all. =P

Speaking about avoiding junk, I'm still in a predicament. ._. My instincts are telling me they can lead the way. They won't ever let me fall. My mind screams the risks. I wouldn't care so much if it wasn't you. Officially in too deep already, I think. >w> Most of the times I think it's the best way to do it. Other times I think it's the worst possible thing. Can I really let you go that easily? Asking around is a dud too. ._. Everyone keeps giving me the generic answer or offers me a semi-solution. I don't wanna since I shouldn't be asking so much of you when I'm not returning it in at least equal value. Gosh darn it. =/

Besides that, I'm just surviving. For some reason, everything feels lonelier. Kinda like a puzzle piece that fitted seamlessly suddenly disappeared. I can't place it, not even now, and I wonder if I ever will. To not have noticed it falling must mean it's irrelevant. Yet to feel the echo of loss every day? Whether it's important or not, I can't say. But I really need to find a replacement or fill up the missing part with something else. It's bothering me now in ways I can never describe. @@

Love is so complex.

Love isn't complex.

People make it complex.

::Shake It Up::

Oh. Mai. Gawd. It's already another year and only now I'm updating mai bloggie. ._. I'm so sowie! >w< I honestly had the time to spare to update these past few months (oh crap, now I feel like an awful person. ==) but I didn't bother. Partially because after August was a whirlwind of exams and meaningless stress. Partially because I was too distracted by other things to vent to you. Partially because I'm too caught up in running away. Mostly because I'm just plain lazy though. xD Once again, I apologize. v_v

I'd like to say I have tons to update you about everything that happened these past few months. But, I honestly can't remember anything. ._. I feel like I barely lived the last year and now the new year is charging past. Turning back for a moment, I realize I missed out a lot. I realize I didn't cherish moments that were meant to be cherished. I realize I was a bit of an arse at times. I realize I made so many happy moments until they have blurred. I realize I made friends in places I never knew were even possible. I may not have really lived last year, but I made it count in all the ways that make it seem it doesn't count. x)

Alrighty~ Time for my New Year resolution? =P I never bothered to make one before. Why? I'd never follow through with it. XD This year is gonna be different though. I've got nothing to lose after all. ^^ After much thought, I decided to have a simple yet meaningful resolution. Have. Fun. Even now I can feel the weight of 2012 bearing down. It signifies a stressful year with loads of hardships when it starts and heartache when it ends. I refuse to be swept up in all that havoc. >w< I wanna have fun this year. I'll make that possible somehow. :D Honestly, these next twelve months are gonna be the last time I see all these awesome people at one place. I'll be damned if I waste it. -o-

Eh, now I wanna vent out some stuff. I haven't done that enough anyway. x] Anyway, this year is the one I always dreaded to arrive. After all the suffering which will surely flash by, I'm gonna be alone. I'll have to manage myself in a place far from everything I've known. Of course, there's plenty of other insecurities I have. Will I do well enough? How am I ever gonna make it? Should I leave? They keep dancing in my head and shaking up my confidence. Not like I had much of that in the first place anyway. xD Which is why I'm desperate to have fun. I need to avoid getting caught up in this. >.>

Anyway, tadaa~ The nutshell version of the past few months. ^-^ Of course, I would be in a jittery mess if I didn't write. Gosh~ That totally eases my frustration and anxiety. =] Now, I'm off to hunt for food with the pinky promise to update as often as I can, bloggie. ♥ And, of course, the plea of you not hitting me in the more possible chance of falling through on that. >.> I need to start making promises I actually keep. =P

your everyday repetitive life, right now, shake it up!

your repeated thoughts of sadness, right now, shake it up!

::Cross My Heart::

I wonder why is it that I always update whenever exams are near? It's like I'm doing everything I can to stall from studying. XD But firstly, I must say I'm so so so sorry bloggie! TwT Since my last results didn't sit well with me Dad, he took Gin-kun away! >< True, I could have updated during my one hour slot. >> But between spamming and dozing off, I didn't bother. I'm such a mean person. T_T Then again, life has been pretty quiet so I had nothing to say anyway. x)

Well, we celebrated me Dad's 50th birthday over the weekend. :) It wasn't as grand as I thought it would be, but it was great nonetheless. The highlight definitely was the look on his face when a hundred family and friends yelled Suprise! He looked stunned. xP He had a fantabulous time and must have enjoyed all the sugary words everyone said about him. x] I got to meet a buddy I missed dearly so I didn't die of boredom. I mean, c'mon, I was surrounded by oldies the entire night. =P

Well, since I can't think of more happy stuff, time for my dilemmas~ Wheee~ xD First up, I just realized how quick time is. There's only a little bit left of the year now. I shudder to think of my final year. Despite having a plan, it's still kinda scary to think about the future. .__. Plus, all me morning buddies are seniors. Next year, my mornings are gonna be super quiet with all of them gone. T^T I wonder if that's payback for wanting more alone time? ^^lll Oh well, I have zero intentions on finding out. xP

Now for my most important problem: a prezzie. =O How the heck am I gonna go about this? == The lack of ideas is driving me crazy. I'm so nervous I'm gonna mess it up bad; or worse, the prezzie is hated. ._. Of course you won't say it to my face, but there's always a chance you won't like it. Plus, I suck at doing fancy smancy effects but I have to. This is really special. >.< I have no idea what else I can do. T_T Then, once it's done, I'm sure I'm gonna second guess giving it to you. Gosh, I'm such a wreck. -o-

and I do want to show you,

I will run to you for you,

'til I can't stand on my own anymore~ ♥

::Smile::

Gosh, my feet hurt a lot. =O It didn't bother me much earlier but now it's starting to really shine through. -o- Ah well, I did go for that run thing and the trip over to Giant just made it worse, honestly. xD Today was also the English Society Camp and there were loads of highs and lows. The shoddy planning and abrupt changes in plans really got on my nerves today. == Yet somehow, through it all, I managed to squeeze in some laughs and fun too~ Plus, I went totally hyper so that helped. x)

Sadly, a devastating thing happened today. Zachary went poof damn it! T^T My darling that's been with me for three and a half years. Loyally putting up with all the falls and glomps in classes. Sticking around when times were rough and depressing. How could I have lost you? I'm the worst person in the world! >.< I think I might just start crying now that I've lost my precious water bottle. It may seem silly to most, but he's been there more times than I'd like to count. R.I.P. beloved Zachary. =/

On a brighter note, today is Judith Mary Meredith Mohan Sheela George's birthday! =D Woots~ This lovely lady was born today sixteen years ago. It should be a national holiday or something! x3 Sadly, I didn't get to spend the epic day with her. She's pretty much like a celebrity now; to meet her, you need to make an appointment with the lady months in advance. =P Shove some stuff off your busy weekends and hang out with us! We miss you a lot and it's more fun with your awesomeness around. ^-^ You better have a fantabulous day today or else bunnehs will haunt your dreams. XDD

Judith Mary Meredith Mohan Sheela George! I LOVE YOU~!! =]

let's pretend the cupcakes are cakes & eat them at our staircase~ ♥

::Crazier::

Oh. My. God. I'm now officially sixteen. SIXTEEN. Don't feel much different, no wiser than I was before, not taller than yesterday and no progress in my academical life. XD Long story short, things are just the usual they always are. When I woke up on the 18th of June, I felt like it was just a normal day. This is why I hate growing up. The magic of birthdays is starting to fade as I get older. ><

Anywho, on my b-day, I went out to KLCC with me beloved Mom. x) If it weren't for her, I think I would have been contently asleep. =P But no, instead I was out in a huge mall, dressed to impress in my ruffle skirt, bumping into cute foreigners, having an L cake for breakfast, watching X-Men: First Class at the ginormous cinema and having popcorn as my lunch for the day. xD Oh, and I had my first taste of alcohol. It was cheap so it tasted like crap, but I cant wait till I get my hands on the good wine. =3

The next day, I was super beat yet dragged my lazy bum out of bed. It's Father's Day and we kinda sorta had plans to celebrate. The boys drove me nuts with their horrendous timing. -o- Shoddy plans weren't unusual so I was gobsmacked when Reg greeted me and whisked me off for a day out with me buddies. =] It was so cool and I was uber happy since a birthday just ain't right without them. ^^ True, we didnt get to do much, but spending time with you guys is always epic. ♥ Plus, I had fudge! Bonus points! XD

P.S. The HAWT pic of L just makes me wanna faint. O/////O

feels like I'm falling and I, I'm lost in your eyes,

you make me crazier, crazier~ ♥

::Rolling In The Deep::

I humbly apologise to thee, o' awesome bloggie, for ditching you yet again. v_v I wanted to update during the hols, but me and my lazy ass kept stalling. -o- Now the hols have dwindled away and I'm back in school. Man, this sucks super bad~ T^T Anywho, I shall update you on everything I've done, or rather, lack of, things I did during those past two weeks un~ Nothing much really, but it'll do. =3

Weelll~ I got dragged out to the movies by me Mom to watch Kung Fu Panda 2. Now she won't stop rambling about inner peace. == Ah, I also saw the epicly epic Pirates of The Caribbean~ ♥ Gawd, it was so good to see Jack Sparrow on the big screen. xD I missed him and his weirdo antics~ Sadly, I have yet to see X-Men, but I'm gonna fix that ASAP. ^^ Next up is the hawt Ryan Reynolds in Green Lantern. I don't think it'll be too great, but Ryan being in it makes it awesome already. x]

Now that Jack is out of the way, it's time for the irrelevant stuff~ XD For one, I didn't lay a finger on the book D2 gave me. I think I'm starting to lose my sanity if my desire to read books is waning like this. .__. On the other hand, me Mom bought an oven! Finally! =D To test run it, we bought some ingredients and whipped up some cookies. x3 I admit, for a total noobie to bake for the first time, they turned out pretty okay. ^-^ I cant wait to see how it'll taste like when I get good at it~ x)

Oh yeah, I joined another MEP too. =] It's starting to get on my nerves though. >> Vegas kept giving me issues and I had to redo the same thing three times. -.- Masking is a total pain, especially after doing the same clips again and again. Adding to my bad mood, I got a few results back. I did as horribly as I pictured but at least I can now proudly declare I have failed a paper. =3 Hey, that's just life, ain't it? ^w^ Ah well, I guess I better prepare for the consequences. Pray for me bloggie. >.<

there's a fire starting in my heart,

reaching a fever pitch,

and it's bringing me out of the dark~ ♥

::I've Got A Jar of Dirt::

Yush~ I have returned to thee o' wondrous bloggie~ ♥ *proceeds to glomp bloggie until both turn blue* Anywho~ I'm supposed to be studying my butt off for Physics and Chem, but I'm hardly in the mood. >< This is so gonna cause a panic attack in the morning. xD Ah well, I'll deal with that when I get there. To be honest, I have no idea why I'm here. ^^ I have absolutely nothing to babble about. xP

Since I can't get the image of Jack Sparrow out of me head, I shall rant to thee, o' mighty bloggie, about him. ^-^ If I could be anyone for a day, I'd pick him without a second thought. XD It would be so cool if I had that weirdo swagger and illogical logic of his~ =] Well, I already have the illogical logic bit. I guess I just need to get some rum for that funny swagger of his, eh? x)

Plus, I'd also have a reason to scream "I've got a jar of dirt!" without sounding like a total lunatic. =D I mean, if there was this Captain-Octopus-Thingy after me with his heart locked up in some rusty old chest, I reckon I totally get to say it. =3 Most importantly, I get a huge ship and boss people around cause I'm the captain! =O So I'd be sixteen, own a humongous ship, be a captain of a crew of pirates, plunder the seven seas and have a jar of dirt.

I. Have. SO. Lived. XD

::Letters to Juliet::

Bloggie! -glomps- I've missed you so~ T^T Blah, with my Dad confiscating Gin-kun again, I honestly don't know when I'll update again. >< It's so saddening to not have a place to rant anymore. =O So I shall rant to you as much as possible about what's being going on lately. ;) Prepare for all the drama~! xD

First off, I'll blab to you about Shoelace. ^^ Who cares about that secrecy promise? x) So bloggie, I was just bumming around, waiting for Fluffy to poof up when BOOM! I got a message from the dark side~ xD I read it three times. Once, to properly grasp the message. Twice, to let the weirdo words sink in as annoyance flitted. Thrice, to control myself after laughing my butt off. =3 It's amusing to see just how much I've grown and how you've done the opposite. xD

Anywho, moving on~ Next up is about Moldiebutt and Keychain~ ^^ Gawd, they resemble those lousy, cliche novels I used to read purely because: a) I was flat out broke to buy a decent one or b) I was curious to see the end of the train wreck. A pretty big part of me is hoping things don't work out cause dude, you are totally awesome while she is anything but that. == Plus, the two of you together is just creepy. O_o

And now I present to thee, o' epic blog, the worst part yet. It all summarizes up to one distasteful word I wish would die and never return again: Exams. -.- It wouldn't be an understatement to say that you, oh loathsome exams, are the bane of my existence. I'd perish you, but my Rule The World With Cookies plan still hasn't panned out yet. Just you wait. Someday, you will be banished from this world and children all over will rejoice~><

To counter all the bad gibberish, I've got something sweet. =] Since Gin-kun is poofing, I was depressed when I realized I'd be gone for twenty eight days. That's almost a month without you! T_T So, I was on cloud nine when I sneaked on to look for you. Yeah, you weren't there, but you left a note for me instead. It said you'd write one for each day I poofed cause you wanted to do something to cheer me up. ♥ I know I've said this a billion times before but I'll say it again: You're so freaking awesome! ^-^

There's three in total now and I cant wait for the rest~ Each one is so adorable and it brightens up my day lickity split. xD Plus, I can't believe you bothered to do something like this either. Yeah yeah, I remember you said this was a journal thingy so you'll be emotional and cute and junk even though you really really don't want to. xP I can't thank you enough for them though. x] To show my gratitude, I shall equate your awesome-ness to fluffy-ness and use the best fluffy line ever: It's so fluffy I could die! =D

you're my kind of perfect in every single way~ ♥

::Follow Me::

After a miserable day at school, my heart weighing down each step I took, consulting my buddies for a solution and apologising profusely, it's amazing how easily things were fixed. =) I love you even more now Bubb for such epic advice. xD Plus, I really need to stop complicating simple things. It's such a rotten habit that makes you worry far too much. Ohmigosh, then I'll have a head of gray hair just like Moldiebutt! xP

Anyway, this is just a silly lil rant of mine since I'm feeling like I'm on cloud nine right now~ ♥ I'm glad you can't stay mad at me just like how I can never be angry at you either. ^^ But it still doesn't make the guilt go away though. What I did was wrong and cruel and you showed me kindness when I least deserved it. You're too nice for your own good, you know that? x)

Since I'm pretty sure I can take up half of my blog just rambling nonsense about how epic you are in ways I cant even begin to fathom, I'll just cut this short right here. ^^ Thank you for being with my irritable self these past few months. I know I get annoying at times. I feel like punching myself out too. XD I just want you to know that the day I regret meeting you will never arrive. Never. =]

follow me, everything is all right.
i'll be the one to tuck you in at night~ ♥