::Lego House::

Alright, it's high time I get my act together and post something. -.- The end of last year was super hectic. @@ I'll try to recap it all~ Though my memory is still awful. xD Anyway, first off, the last exams of my high school life. It dragged on painfully. I doubt I did well, but that's a story for another day. v.v After that, I was free. Well, kinda. December was fully packed though. >w<

First off, my uncle's wedding. It was an alright affair, I suppose. Not to my taste though. Too grand, too flashy and just outright snobby. Being surrounded by a sea of stangers didn't help either. >.> Especially when the language of their choice is my worst. QAQ Still, I got to bond with a cousin of mine~ She's just so awesome~ *A*

After that, prom. Ugh. Prom. =~= The place was somewhat shoddy. Chairs filled with people I never spoke to. Music blasting at painful volumes. Sadly scarce decoration. But, as always, I still had fun. =P My table was filled with my awesomest friends. I danced like a retard on the dance floor. Plus, my wingman saved me a dance~ ^-^ It was a fairly great night, all in all. =3

Then, to wrap it all up, Comic Fiesta! I was totally looking forward to that~ A pity armies of people turned up though. TT~TT Being squished in crowds and loli heels kinda killed the awesomeness a little. :x But~ It was fun to prance around the mall in blue hair~ *A* Plus, Mickey was there with me. Counting in the wicked awesome stuff I bought, it was definitely not a wasted weekend. =]

So now, I waste away at home like a jobless bum. xD Admittedly, college creeps closer with a chainsaw every day. >w> The real world beckons and I feel like flinging pancakes in its face. :3 Oh well~ There's still time so I'll fret about it later. For now, time for Merlin~ Au revoir bloggie~ I'll update when I can~

and I'll surrender up my heart,
and swap it for yours~ ♥

::I'm Awful::

HOLYGLITTERLOVINGFUDGE. O_O

 So, I was just browsing through Tumblr whichishighlyaddictive last night. Then I saw something about blogs. Then I remembered I actually have a blog. Then I couldn't remember my last post. Then I couldn't remember how bloggie looked like. Then my face went O_O when I saw the date of my last post. So. Yeah. I'm an awful person. I totally ditched you. TT^TT Smite me oh mighty smiter for this act of utter treason. I deserve nothing less. Especially when all I'm gonna post is just this. ;; A ;; My words fail me as always and I have nothing to say. I'll just go crawl back into my dark emo corner and feel complete guilt at my woeful abandonment towards thee. T_T

ASDFGHJKL I'M NOT HUMANE. o(╥﹏╥)o

::Jet Lag::

For once, I didn't blog during exams. .__. That alone should tell you just how awful it was. In case you didn't get it though, yesh, it was god awful. T-T But whatever. Its over and done with so Imma just delete it off my memory. XD Well, until I have to get my results back. That's not gonna be a good day. >.> Anywho~ Time to update chu on some stuff. :D

Me and Mickey had gone out on a shopping spree yesterday. x3 Of course, shopping is and always will be a pain. Yesterday though was pure bliss. :] We had gone to this funky store called i-Socks. I was overwhelmed when we went into the v-kei outlet. So. Much. Aweshum. Stuff. @@ Course, we went bonkers yet within budget. x] She got her kickass "kakoi kareshii" outfit and I got my cute loli-ish "kawaii kanojo" outfit. Gosh, I cant wait to make people gawk at us in the LRT on Saturday. <3 Plus, hawt butlers galore! Time to swoon and drool for hours. XD

Besides that, I saw every movie I wanted to watch before the first week of holidays even ended. :D Avengers was probably the awesomest movie evah. ♥ MIB 3 was so and so yet it was pleasant. Dark Shadows was a little eccentric and often not to my liking. But of course, Johnny Depp made everything amazing. :] I can honestly say that there isn't another actor as brilliant as him to me. ^-^ Plus, I got tons of books from the book fair~ I havent started on any of them yet. >> Maybe its better that way. I probably need a distraction from my results later. xD

Alrighty my dear bloggie, I'm off to get my loli makeup down. Its such a pain. @~@ I really wonder how girls can use this junk. And yesh, I may be a girl but that doesn't mean I understand them. =P Teehee, toodles for now my dear~

i've been keeping busy all the time,
just to try to keep you off my mind~ ♥

::Your Guardian Angel::

Forgive me my dear bloggie for I left you again. ;A; Yet you never lost faith~ I'm so touched. At least someone trusts me. xD Whether it's a wise choice or not, I leave it up to you. ^^ Anyway~ I'm here purely because: a) I'm sick, b) I seek a dastardly reason to procrastinate and c) I ignored my meds and stayed up this long. Nothing unusual really. x3 So here's a super short insight on the last month since I'm too lazeh to type~ YAY. :D

Bubb's and Princess' birthday poofed by and I'm a moldie pancake for not getting them anything. Damn I'm so mean. And not in the cool badass aweshum way. .__. Well, my conscience will do me in later~ As always. x3 Then I got my exam results back. True to my word, I went on a total Tom Felton spree. :] I kept telling myself not to use British words when I spoke at school. xD I somehow managed it. ♥ Everything after that is unmet deadlines, neverending homework, tons of overthinking, repeated lectures and the same old painful humdrum. BLEK. I so need to get away. -.-

I think it's miserable that life has turned routine on me. I absolutely wont complain about a lack of time. Time is always there. I just spend time doing gibberish. xD Tis' a skill that many dont have~ Bless their blessed souls. >w< Meh, at least Living Things kept me high for a good week. :] LINKIN PARK ISH THA BEST. ♥ Besides that is the annoying ups and downs I shall not tell. Blackmail is dangerous. I should know. I use it often enough. ^-^ God I need sugar. I feel so...lacking. =~= But whatever~ I've run out of words and shall now stare at the ceiling. :3 Fairfarren dear bloggie~

P.S. I thought I'd put a Bucket List wish instead of a lyric or quote since no one reads my junk anyway. x3 YAY ANONYMITY. ♥

P.P.S. GAWSH MIKETUSKAMI YOU ISH SO FANGIRL MATERIAL. OAO

#1 Dance the Futterwacken without stumbling. ♥

::Everybody Talks::

Yesh, I've finally pulled out of my holiday mode to blog. :D One week seems so little now that it's almost halfway gone. I wish I had the whole month off. >w< Then again, I'd probably just ask for a whole year off. xD Or a time machine to skip to the past and just stay there. I wonder if that makes me a coward though. >.> Oh well, I know I'm no fearless Hercules to begin with anyway. Raoul is proof of that. x] By the way, this is gonna be a super short vent post since I'm in a weird mood. =I

I wish you would ask what's wrong. I wish you would think something's off about me. I wish you would check on me. I wish you wouldn't make me think of something I forced myself to forget. I wish you wouldn't make me doubt myself. I wish you wouldn't care. I wish I would stop asking so much of you. I wish I could just be content. I wish it wouldn't hurt so much. I wish I would stop wishing since wishing won't get you what you want or even need.

for once, I hate being on a rollercoaster.

The magic I believed in is slowly fading away.

::Up All Night::

Rawr, I'm alive. ;A; I loath exam week with a deep passion. -.- My lazehness and procrastination really shine during this time. Plus, I've lost so many brain cells. T^T Officially gonna ban studies. >.< Plus, it's kinda worrisome since this is only the first day. Oh Gawd. OAO Meh, at least there's one school-free week~ I gets to sleep again. =D Now that I think about it, Bubb is probably right. I'm so gonna die young. At least I'm still wrinkle-free then~ XD

Anywho~ Physics was a serious killer today. T^T I wonder how Fwuffy can like this so much. -.- But, Chem was my saving grace~ Plus, the stash of cookies at home was just the pick up I needed. ♥ I might jinx myself by saying this, but I think it'll be alright. =] Even if it don't, I'll just go on a Tom Felton spree~ He makes my day. :) Damn that adorable British accent of his. x3

By the way, I'm cringing internally, but I think I'm starting to like like One Direction. >w< ARGHdamnyouPrincess. == Actually, I should blame the adorable accents, swoon worthy smiles and cliche girl-ish songs that I oddly like which is sau weird. >.> Well, to be perfectly clear, I have the hots for Niall and am completely proud of it. xP Then again, I'm always proud of all my addictions. ^^

KEEP CALM AND LOVE NIALL xD

I wanna stay up all night and find a girl and tell her she's the one~ ♥

::Rumor Has It::

Rawr, I hate Monday mornings. == Especially when all my awesome dreams seem to happen on this day. T^T Times when I pity the alarm clock I hate. It gets hated when it does wakes me up. It gets hated when it doesn't wake me up. XD I'm certain it's probably talking to some toaster shrink about it's messed up life~ Oh butterscotch, I think I'm high. -.- And what kinda curse is that? xP

Anywho, I'm feeling a little bummed thanks to the dreams. >w< The first dream was about me actually waking up, convincing my Dad to let me skip and went about doing awesomely awesome stuff for a day. ._. I knew it was too good to be true. No way in hell would my Dad be conned that fast. xD The second one was, well, weird to the point where I won't explain. @@ But that's probably cause I can't remember it anymore~ I wish I did. x]

Moving on, I finally have a free weekend. =D Yeah babeh~ I nearly busted out my victory dance when tuition got cancelled. x3 Course, I don't think it'll mean much anyway. Homework is still a pile of junk the size of Mt. Everest. -o- My constant procrastination ain't helping either~ ^^ Then again, when have I ever cared? A little bit of trouble is always welcomed~ ♥ Sadly, the teachers are stricter now than before. >.> Challenge Accepted. =3

OhcrapIhaven'tfinishedmyhomeworkyetsoLATER. TT^TT

sure, she's got it all~

but, baby, is that really what you want?~ ♥