::Cross My Heart::

I wonder why is it that I always update whenever exams are near? It's like I'm doing everything I can to stall from studying. XD But firstly, I must say I'm so so so sorry bloggie! TwT Since my last results didn't sit well with me Dad, he took Gin-kun away! >< True, I could have updated during my one hour slot. >> But between spamming and dozing off, I didn't bother. I'm such a mean person. T_T Then again, life has been pretty quiet so I had nothing to say anyway. x)

Well, we celebrated me Dad's 50th birthday over the weekend. :) It wasn't as grand as I thought it would be, but it was great nonetheless. The highlight definitely was the look on his face when a hundred family and friends yelled Suprise! He looked stunned. xP He had a fantabulous time and must have enjoyed all the sugary words everyone said about him. x] I got to meet a buddy I missed dearly so I didn't die of boredom. I mean, c'mon, I was surrounded by oldies the entire night. =P

Well, since I can't think of more happy stuff, time for my dilemmas~ Wheee~ xD First up, I just realized how quick time is. There's only a little bit left of the year now. I shudder to think of my final year. Despite having a plan, it's still kinda scary to think about the future. .__. Plus, all me morning buddies are seniors. Next year, my mornings are gonna be super quiet with all of them gone. T^T I wonder if that's payback for wanting more alone time? ^^lll Oh well, I have zero intentions on finding out. xP

Now for my most important problem: a prezzie. =O How the heck am I gonna go about this? == The lack of ideas is driving me crazy. I'm so nervous I'm gonna mess it up bad; or worse, the prezzie is hated. ._. Of course you won't say it to my face, but there's always a chance you won't like it. Plus, I suck at doing fancy smancy effects but I have to. This is really special. >.< I have no idea what else I can do. T_T Then, once it's done, I'm sure I'm gonna second guess giving it to you. Gosh, I'm such a wreck. -o-

and I do want to show you,

I will run to you for you,

'til I can't stand on my own anymore~ ♥

::Smile::

Gosh, my feet hurt a lot. =O It didn't bother me much earlier but now it's starting to really shine through. -o- Ah well, I did go for that run thing and the trip over to Giant just made it worse, honestly. xD Today was also the English Society Camp and there were loads of highs and lows. The shoddy planning and abrupt changes in plans really got on my nerves today. == Yet somehow, through it all, I managed to squeeze in some laughs and fun too~ Plus, I went totally hyper so that helped. x)

Sadly, a devastating thing happened today. Zachary went poof damn it! T^T My darling that's been with me for three and a half years. Loyally putting up with all the falls and glomps in classes. Sticking around when times were rough and depressing. How could I have lost you? I'm the worst person in the world! >.< I think I might just start crying now that I've lost my precious water bottle. It may seem silly to most, but he's been there more times than I'd like to count. R.I.P. beloved Zachary. =/

On a brighter note, today is Judith Mary Meredith Mohan Sheela George's birthday! =D Woots~ This lovely lady was born today sixteen years ago. It should be a national holiday or something! x3 Sadly, I didn't get to spend the epic day with her. She's pretty much like a celebrity now; to meet her, you need to make an appointment with the lady months in advance. =P Shove some stuff off your busy weekends and hang out with us! We miss you a lot and it's more fun with your awesomeness around. ^-^ You better have a fantabulous day today or else bunnehs will haunt your dreams. XDD

Judith Mary Meredith Mohan Sheela George! I LOVE YOU~!! =]

let's pretend the cupcakes are cakes & eat them at our staircase~ ♥

::Crazier::

Oh. My. God. I'm now officially sixteen. SIXTEEN. Don't feel much different, no wiser than I was before, not taller than yesterday and no progress in my academical life. XD Long story short, things are just the usual they always are. When I woke up on the 18th of June, I felt like it was just a normal day. This is why I hate growing up. The magic of birthdays is starting to fade as I get older. ><

Anywho, on my b-day, I went out to KLCC with me beloved Mom. x) If it weren't for her, I think I would have been contently asleep. =P But no, instead I was out in a huge mall, dressed to impress in my ruffle skirt, bumping into cute foreigners, having an L cake for breakfast, watching X-Men: First Class at the ginormous cinema and having popcorn as my lunch for the day. xD Oh, and I had my first taste of alcohol. It was cheap so it tasted like crap, but I cant wait till I get my hands on the good wine. =3

The next day, I was super beat yet dragged my lazy bum out of bed. It's Father's Day and we kinda sorta had plans to celebrate. The boys drove me nuts with their horrendous timing. -o- Shoddy plans weren't unusual so I was gobsmacked when Reg greeted me and whisked me off for a day out with me buddies. =] It was so cool and I was uber happy since a birthday just ain't right without them. ^^ True, we didnt get to do much, but spending time with you guys is always epic. ♥ Plus, I had fudge! Bonus points! XD

P.S. The HAWT pic of L just makes me wanna faint. O/////O

feels like I'm falling and I, I'm lost in your eyes,

you make me crazier, crazier~ ♥

::Rolling In The Deep::

I humbly apologise to thee, o' awesome bloggie, for ditching you yet again. v_v I wanted to update during the hols, but me and my lazy ass kept stalling. -o- Now the hols have dwindled away and I'm back in school. Man, this sucks super bad~ T^T Anywho, I shall update you on everything I've done, or rather, lack of, things I did during those past two weeks un~ Nothing much really, but it'll do. =3

Weelll~ I got dragged out to the movies by me Mom to watch Kung Fu Panda 2. Now she won't stop rambling about inner peace. == Ah, I also saw the epicly epic Pirates of The Caribbean~ ♥ Gawd, it was so good to see Jack Sparrow on the big screen. xD I missed him and his weirdo antics~ Sadly, I have yet to see X-Men, but I'm gonna fix that ASAP. ^^ Next up is the hawt Ryan Reynolds in Green Lantern. I don't think it'll be too great, but Ryan being in it makes it awesome already. x]

Now that Jack is out of the way, it's time for the irrelevant stuff~ XD For one, I didn't lay a finger on the book D2 gave me. I think I'm starting to lose my sanity if my desire to read books is waning like this. .__. On the other hand, me Mom bought an oven! Finally! =D To test run it, we bought some ingredients and whipped up some cookies. x3 I admit, for a total noobie to bake for the first time, they turned out pretty okay. ^-^ I cant wait to see how it'll taste like when I get good at it~ x)

Oh yeah, I joined another MEP too. =] It's starting to get on my nerves though. >> Vegas kept giving me issues and I had to redo the same thing three times. -.- Masking is a total pain, especially after doing the same clips again and again. Adding to my bad mood, I got a few results back. I did as horribly as I pictured but at least I can now proudly declare I have failed a paper. =3 Hey, that's just life, ain't it? ^w^ Ah well, I guess I better prepare for the consequences. Pray for me bloggie. >.<

there's a fire starting in my heart,

reaching a fever pitch,

and it's bringing me out of the dark~ ♥

::I've Got A Jar of Dirt::

Yush~ I have returned to thee o' wondrous bloggie~ ♥ *proceeds to glomp bloggie until both turn blue* Anywho~ I'm supposed to be studying my butt off for Physics and Chem, but I'm hardly in the mood. >< This is so gonna cause a panic attack in the morning. xD Ah well, I'll deal with that when I get there. To be honest, I have no idea why I'm here. ^^ I have absolutely nothing to babble about. xP

Since I can't get the image of Jack Sparrow out of me head, I shall rant to thee, o' mighty bloggie, about him. ^-^ If I could be anyone for a day, I'd pick him without a second thought. XD It would be so cool if I had that weirdo swagger and illogical logic of his~ =] Well, I already have the illogical logic bit. I guess I just need to get some rum for that funny swagger of his, eh? x)

Plus, I'd also have a reason to scream "I've got a jar of dirt!" without sounding like a total lunatic. =D I mean, if there was this Captain-Octopus-Thingy after me with his heart locked up in some rusty old chest, I reckon I totally get to say it. =3 Most importantly, I get a huge ship and boss people around cause I'm the captain! =O So I'd be sixteen, own a humongous ship, be a captain of a crew of pirates, plunder the seven seas and have a jar of dirt.

I. Have. SO. Lived. XD

::Letters to Juliet::

Bloggie! -glomps- I've missed you so~ T^T Blah, with my Dad confiscating Gin-kun again, I honestly don't know when I'll update again. >< It's so saddening to not have a place to rant anymore. =O So I shall rant to you as much as possible about what's being going on lately. ;) Prepare for all the drama~! xD

First off, I'll blab to you about Shoelace. ^^ Who cares about that secrecy promise? x) So bloggie, I was just bumming around, waiting for Fluffy to poof up when BOOM! I got a message from the dark side~ xD I read it three times. Once, to properly grasp the message. Twice, to let the weirdo words sink in as annoyance flitted. Thrice, to control myself after laughing my butt off. =3 It's amusing to see just how much I've grown and how you've done the opposite. xD

Anywho, moving on~ Next up is about Moldiebutt and Keychain~ ^^ Gawd, they resemble those lousy, cliche novels I used to read purely because: a) I was flat out broke to buy a decent one or b) I was curious to see the end of the train wreck. A pretty big part of me is hoping things don't work out cause dude, you are totally awesome while she is anything but that. == Plus, the two of you together is just creepy. O_o

And now I present to thee, o' epic blog, the worst part yet. It all summarizes up to one distasteful word I wish would die and never return again: Exams. -.- It wouldn't be an understatement to say that you, oh loathsome exams, are the bane of my existence. I'd perish you, but my Rule The World With Cookies plan still hasn't panned out yet. Just you wait. Someday, you will be banished from this world and children all over will rejoice~><

To counter all the bad gibberish, I've got something sweet. =] Since Gin-kun is poofing, I was depressed when I realized I'd be gone for twenty eight days. That's almost a month without you! T_T So, I was on cloud nine when I sneaked on to look for you. Yeah, you weren't there, but you left a note for me instead. It said you'd write one for each day I poofed cause you wanted to do something to cheer me up. ♥ I know I've said this a billion times before but I'll say it again: You're so freaking awesome! ^-^

There's three in total now and I cant wait for the rest~ Each one is so adorable and it brightens up my day lickity split. xD Plus, I can't believe you bothered to do something like this either. Yeah yeah, I remember you said this was a journal thingy so you'll be emotional and cute and junk even though you really really don't want to. xP I can't thank you enough for them though. x] To show my gratitude, I shall equate your awesome-ness to fluffy-ness and use the best fluffy line ever: It's so fluffy I could die! =D

you're my kind of perfect in every single way~ ♥

::Follow Me::

After a miserable day at school, my heart weighing down each step I took, consulting my buddies for a solution and apologising profusely, it's amazing how easily things were fixed. =) I love you even more now Bubb for such epic advice. xD Plus, I really need to stop complicating simple things. It's such a rotten habit that makes you worry far too much. Ohmigosh, then I'll have a head of gray hair just like Moldiebutt! xP

Anyway, this is just a silly lil rant of mine since I'm feeling like I'm on cloud nine right now~ ♥ I'm glad you can't stay mad at me just like how I can never be angry at you either. ^^ But it still doesn't make the guilt go away though. What I did was wrong and cruel and you showed me kindness when I least deserved it. You're too nice for your own good, you know that? x)

Since I'm pretty sure I can take up half of my blog just rambling nonsense about how epic you are in ways I cant even begin to fathom, I'll just cut this short right here. ^^ Thank you for being with my irritable self these past few months. I know I get annoying at times. I feel like punching myself out too. XD I just want you to know that the day I regret meeting you will never arrive. Never. =]

follow me, everything is all right.
i'll be the one to tuck you in at night~ ♥